PARADISE

2009-10-29T15:04:00.002+09:00

hmm... i bet i'm trying to be able to hold onto myself... you seem so happy without me and i know i am not trying to take revenge or anything... i'm going to let it be. let karma hits you back. i shall keep it to myself.

kenzo and iska... nice caring and. so caring!!! haha ^^

2009-10-25T02:04:00.012+09:00

i swear i got no idea what i'm thinking now... jeff really not msging me anymore... what's up and i'm starting to like the way he treat me... i think if he want to bring it i will bring it...

i'm now so not in love with you jeff i really wanna change all the things in facebook uh you really think i'm a touch and go thing is it? i swear iskandar is much much better then you even tho he is 30yrs old okay

couple of pictures of me and iskandar we went vivo yesterday after work...

2009-10-21T13:15:00.002+09:00

at last its wed... my day off... i want to relex and chill!! xD super boring i'm sure i'm going out later staying at home? no way... bloody shit now i need to use what phone ahhh?? my charger the double pin is gone =.= shit my little brother that stupid black idiot! bitch shitShit!!! -_-...

meeting him i'm going to ask him for sure
do you have anything to tell me?

2009-10-20T02:33:00.003+09:00

dear Emmanuel Jefferey Loh,

i know babe you are buzy.
it is just that it make me feel like i'm not with you i know i love you.
you have so much event going on that you are not paying any attention to me.
you know i don't mind that you are buzy and things.
but at least reply my msg.
i feel like you don't want me anymore when you get so buzy like you rather lose me to do all the events and stuff.
but i don't know how you really feel now.
and i'm sorry everytime i think about it i really feel like shedding some tears.
i love you so much nothing in this world can replace you.
only you can stop me from loving you.
i don't want to be hanging on a string.
like i've said i want to know the truth not beautiful things.
when you get so buzy the only person i can turn to talk to will be iskanda.
he make me feel like how you make me feel... but not 100% like how you make me feel.

i'm sorry babe if i might seem like to be cheating on you but i'm not i just need you now. really need to be by your side now. iskanda is like my big brother. he is nice and charming like my babe that's why i'm having this crush on him. JEFFEREY I NEED YOU NOW LIKE NOW... i cannt take it i must talk to you about you being so buzy like you want to be with me like as if you are toying me. just hope you are not doing this coz i know it would be very heartbreaking..

Goodnight to my love Jefferey, Goodnight to my charming friend iskanda..

2009-10-17T22:43:00.002+09:00

it just seem like i need more and more from him.
but he is always buzy. but i don't mind that he is limted to meet me like once a week.
well what to say he is going to grad soon.
just hope he doing well.

i am the type of person that will stick to one.
just don't crush me.
and i know he wont do so.

but i still think the word love is not real
it more like temptation and pleasure.
and for sure i know my tolerance level for both is low.

to low...

at work 0_0 that guy just to hot for me...
his smile is so... i don't know how to describe it
and the way he talk. soothing like so called an angle 0_0"
the only thing is he is 30 yrs old... SO OLD...

think again i will stick to jeff. he make me happy when ever i'm around him.
i won't know what tht fiz is like. jeff is the best. fit for me... i still think its too fast to get married.

plus our one mth ani will be 25th this mth?
coz last mth i meet him on the 25th... ^^
so long i think i'll start to save. so by then i can get something for him ^^ hope he remember it. i don't want to be the only one to do this.

2009-10-08T01:32:00.003+09:00

had lot lots fun...

had lunch with caren jeff and joys!

today was more like a transport day.

it was rather boring but had the fun in the end..

i never know my hands are so itchy even in the public

i'm not the only one...

punggol end at nite really scary not the place to go at nite

man tomorrow working shit... so boring.

i swear to god wating for 8 weeks to end i can die.

now is only the 2nd week i think its okay coz tomorrow is thursday...

i swear to god i'll kill myself i have no idea what trigger this cough.

i cough i wake everyone up.

wating for next week to come.

i can't wait for it

NEXT WED IS THE BIG DAY!

love must guide me i bet i'm abit dumb and blur... for sex.

dogs o_o

oh man husky

i think i'll cry over a dog if he want to get one is okay but 2? 0_o

2 husky? oh man... i still think that 8 weeks is fast. good tho. love it i can spent more time with my syg. now medical check up. i just get over it. see what i get and plus if i get into ns next year i'll be out when i'm 20?

yes 20 very long but don't mind.

but to me the training is stupid its only like 3mths of tough training? and the rest are like what? work for them -_-...

oh man its okay i'll just get over it and think positive and dont even think about counting down for 2 years to end...

oh man nvm.

2009-10-07T02:05:00.002+09:00

what am i feeling now?
i don't know what i'm feeling
it make me really irritated
but... i love this feeling
ever since i'm with jefferey he make me really happy
i don't know how to thank him

he make me so happy that i wish i can be with him everyday
how i wish my parents can be understanding and let me be who i am
i want to be able to voice out

the angle wings
i want to get it done on my back
it mean a lot to me
but i'm born in the family that fall under the group muslim
some time i feel like being alone
but i really pity my mum i do love her i don't know what i'll do with out her
she is everything to me no one can replace my mother she is the best even how much she nags how much i find it noisy she is the best mom in the world. i still think i'm lucky to have such a mum.

but if i do the tattoo i will dissapoint my mum so much.
i don't wish to do that.
i'm very confused with my life now if i continue with my dreams to work with qatar airways i have to leave jefferey i don't want that and if i continue to love him i can't persue my dreams and let my mum leave a luxuary life...

my mum is the most important person in my life if she is not here i don't know what to do...

i don't care about anyone else in my family only my mum...

sometimes i feel like i'm in my own world because i'm always working and schooling i don't know what to do i said i want to be able to be in poly but see what i'm doing with my life now?

i must get into poly even if i have to waste one more year to retake a nitec course.
TP is my choice.
but who know..

2009-10-06T03:04:00.002+09:00

Even if I leave you now

And it breaks my heart

Even if I'm not around

I won't give in

I can't give up

On this love.....

i'm really happy with my life now

i gave him my heart

hope he keep it

coz i'll never cheat on him

i still believe in 1.

trust. yes i trust him.

he make me feel like different

it have been awhile i never feel like this.

jefferey is the perfect figure.

he is my everything i will never think anything bad about him.

it will be really heartbreaking if i get to know something i don't want to know.

with him around me i'm always happy

now onward i don't care what ppl going to about me with him.

and i've been thinking about my work life and jefferey.

i know i want the qatar airways job but i'm just worried about being away from him and my mum.

i'm not ready for all this.

i know i want to continue in my studies and i want to be the 1st to be in the poly in the family i think i will do that.

every time i think about him i'm very happy.

BTW I WAS WEARING A SIZE XL LADIES CUTTING I CANT BELIEVE I FIT IN IT...

2009-09-30T00:55:00.003+09:00

oh man it is boring today... i really want to go to work i find work much better then staying at home.. home suck to the core i hate home hate it a lot... work would be much better...

i'm happy everytime i meet jeff i love him. no one can shut us down. only him or me can do that.

my mum is rather noisy hate it... and i can't believe what she said to me... you take drug is it... wtf.. just because i don't lisent to what you have say and shut my eyes so your nagging would go away. it just turn out worst. i want a new shoe and i will get one...

i cannt believe what huda did to me. who did she tell? now i cannt trust her anymore. she make me want to hate her fuck! what the hell... well now then i know that i cannt trust my own cousin. this is crap hate it fuck la... ugh

i shall not think about all this...

yes its me and jeff...

2009-09-28T21:36:00.003+09:00

lols you cann see the big diff in my hair ! lols

its nice i guess? haha should see me in real live luhh

2009-09-27T04:39:00.002+09:00

well i'm for sure in love haha! don't have brag about my boring life now i should be talking about jeff... not so much... haha my friends would get bored with me... oh man! i so happy haha! and i've not blog for a long time tho... ahh i'm sick once again oh man.....

katy perry is really hot... but without make up i would run away... really scary...

boring boring i've been saying this alot of time in my life super boring!!!

i love my bby!

2009-09-20T05:30:00.002+09:00

i'm posting this like nearing 5am....

i'm suddenly thinking why am i searching for love? is it a must for me to do this kind of things ?
i don't think i want be in love. to many things i have to give up if i'm in a relationship don't you think so?

well maybe i'm not so intrested in this kind of stuff but i do want to have someone i can have fun with tell my stupid stories and maybe go out with? oh man i cannt stop it can you? oh man ng really make me wanna die it is like he pull me in and let go.

i got it all but i feel so ugh....
there's got to more to life don't you think so?

lols type of guy i really been looking for but i don't think i can get!

chinese/korean
fresh! looking
don't have the typical chinese look
height almost the same as me!
oh oh! and know how to dress up!
non smoker ? minor would be fine but please! after smoking wanna kiss? pop a sweet in your mouth!
drinker ? ^^ lols
non gangster type

lols that's about all hmm...

selena gomez rules!and if i were to be able to find a
girl i want a selena gomez attitude kind. i don't want a bitch

WELL i think i'm bi no i'm sure i am bi!

the wwe diva's for smackdown vs raw 2010

2009-09-19T02:14:00.012+09:00

Nikki Bella (one of the tiwn)

Natalya

Mickie James

Michelle McCool

Melina

Maryse

Maria

Kelly Kelly

Gail Kim

Eve Torres

Brie Bella (one of the twin)

Beth

Things that i like in the Diva's roster

Eve torres is in it
gail kim is in!
the picture is so real
the game have improve
diva's can play in any type of match !

Things that i hate in the Diva's roster

only 11 diva's are in
layla is not in it
THEY ARE TRYING TO MAKE KELLY KELLY SUPER PERFECT AND THE OTHER ARE LIKE BLAH....

that is about all.... oh man the game is out like on the 20th oct!

i'm so going to buy the PS3 and i will.... maybe i'll buy the game and the console together oh cannt forget must get extra controler if not my lil bro so the extra

love hurts

2009-09-05T01:26:00.003+09:00

i have to be strong. crying is really useless. i just cant take it when i saw munirah's friend matin at the army open house. he froze my heart for a min... i can't believe it. looking at his face really make me want to cry i totally forgotten about you herwan! but why out of suddend. suddenly i feel crush really crush

trying to post something i can't see the screen tears overflowing UGH!

your name give me a big impact! i just don't want you in my life anymore but matin show me you once again

NOW ITS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU ! I DON'T WANT TO PUSH MY RELATIONSHIP WITH JONATHAN ANY FUTHER AND MATIN BETTER STAY AWAY FROM ME I JUST DON'T WANT MEMORIES.

loving you was the biggest mistake of my life i've ever made

in the picture from the left caren, me. rosabelle, sally

shopping!!!

2009-09-02T02:52:00.000+09:00

shopping today! even i'm already broke i still get to shop!

i bought crocs shoe lols paul smith shoe new jeans!! lacoste! and a new wallet LV black since my white some how dirty and torn. so i get a new one! oh i really tought getting a messenger bag! it is really cool! i want to get one it was so nice! so wow lols...

already got tought of buying it and i will get it. omg this is the 1st time my ear do not hurt even one bit! i want to get some new ear rings?
lols
La Roux songs are really cool and nice i love it a lot omg lols i love my own ears! (what a stupid comment) i'm still wating for my sidekick to be mailed here! wating so long. not that long its only 2 days lols if it were to reach tomorrow or the next day! i'll give great comment to the seller! like (A++++ seller love it!!!) lols something like that i can't sleep. so bored.

someone is angry today i've no idea why.

sidekick faster faster reach! i'm wating! so long!
it have only been 2 days but its long! wait is it 2 days? i made payment on the 29. OH ITS 3DAYS! i'm wating.

AHHHH I LOVE LA ROUX SONG BULLETPROOF ITS LIKE SO ROBOTIC LOLS IT SO NICE. HER HAIR IS ALSO NICE LOVE IT!

This time baby i'll be bulletproof~

i'am going to use sidekick 3 and i can't wait omg lah!

i love the paul smith shoe my mum bought for me! it so vintage! with the colours. and the way the shoe is design just love it.

lols i made a bloody promise to my little brother! i'm going to buy ps3 end of this year and i hope i will buy it. where the hell i'm going to find a ps3 60GB?? i only see shops selling 80GB. want the 60GB it has this ps2 thing in it.

LA ROUX <3 (this sign <3 << so alian LOLS)

omg i shall go school tomorrow think i should use the paul smith shoe tomorrow? lols just give it a try.

love hurt

2009-08-31T23:58:00.000+09:00

today is really boring i did no attend school but i went to watch movie with suba!!! it was nice slam band i would rate 6/10

i wanna sleep kind of lazy to past just this stupid post will do

2009-08-31T02:20:00.002+09:00

LOL! my conversation with Sally! chia! lols read what sally type like bimbo... oh if you guys want to know who is sally the girl on the picture in the center ya that is sally...

Saranghabnida! says:
sally!!! i hate teacher's day!!!
SALLY says:
why man
what's going to do with u
Saranghabnida! says:
shit sia! just now customer non-stop lah! i want to eat oso cannot!
SALLY says:
hahahas
what happen
Saranghabnida! says:
wah i talk non- stop ah
hi cookis for you shit sia!
*cookies
SALLY says:
hahahahas
u must be happy what
seeing people buying things for their teacher
or u can steal 1 and eat lar
Saranghabnida! says:
wtf no left over cookies for tomorrow lah lucky i'm not working tomorrow
some more just now raining! wah like heaven! then my super ask to come at 1.30 shit sia
SALLY says:
hahahahhas
Saranghabnida! says:
lols
you haha me
wait till attachment feel it
SALLY says:
laughing la
funny mah
Saranghabnida! says:
my leg hurt.
the customer like cb
so demanding
SALLY says:
nvm ur leg will slim down
Saranghabnida! says:
HATE DEMANDING CUSTOMER!
just now got this little girl look like you lah!
SALLY says:
huh>
seriously
Saranghabnida! says:
ya
SALLY says:
what little girl man
Saranghabnida! says:
lols gave her extra cookies
SALLY says:
i'm quite big
Saranghabnida! says:
ya got his little girl look like you has in the hair! and the features! BIMBO!
SALLY says:
stop saying BIMBO
i'm not a dummy
Saranghabnida! says:
lols but the way you talk is lah but i know your smart
SALLY says:
hehe
thats the right words to desribe me
Saranghabnida! says:
see at least i got it right not like your lover
SALLY says:
what lover
i have no lover
Saranghabnida! says:
A
R
O
N
SALLY says:
okok
Saranghabnida! says:
haha ^_^V
SALLY says:
the moment u type A i already know is him
Saranghabnida! says:
haha
SALLY says:
who else could it be
Saranghabnida! says:
btw are you coimg school tomorrw
SALLY says:
of course i'm coming
Saranghabnida! says:
i will fast tomorrw
!!!
SALLY says:
ya dun kow it true or not
Saranghabnida! says:
ya lah i want to lose at least 0kg!
SALLY says:
but aaron is not my lover la
i dun like him
20 kg
Saranghabnida! says:
ya
lose the 10kg i gain!
SALLY says:
oooo
Saranghabnida! says:
and another 10 to fit size "M"
SALLY says:
means your dreams weight is about 80 plus
Saranghabnida! says:
lols around there! ^_^
but if i can hit 80 i'll be happy
SALLY says:
oooo i also have dream weight
Saranghabnida! says:
0_0
SALLY says:
hahahas
Saranghabnida! says:
to fit size "0"
SALLY says:
no la~
what got 0 size
Saranghabnida! says:
got
SALLY says:
i means weight
not size
Saranghabnida! says:
lols
what is your dream wt
SALLY says:
ok la i alway very aware size
i mean also
erm........
41
Saranghabnida! says:
0_0
SALLY says:
kg
Saranghabnida! says:
WTF!!
SALLY says:
why
Saranghabnida! says:
lols
SALLY says:
my height is still acceptable weight ok
Saranghabnida! says:
so skinny
SALLY says:
not skinny is light
Saranghabnida! says:
you want what your future Bf to be able to carry you is it
SALLY says:
how u know
hahahas oh man
ya i think of that too
i scared i'm too heavy
Saranghabnida! says:
wha your relationship really like storybook ah
SALLY says:
huh what do u mean
Saranghabnida! says:
you want your relationship with your bf to be like a storybook is it
SALLY says:
hahahas u means like fairytales
Saranghabnida! says:
yup
SALLY says:
not bad what~
Saranghabnida! says:
lols not going to find that kind of guy
singapore full of foxx
SALLY says:
ya i know OF COURSE
foxx
u means what
Saranghabnida! says:
ya lah
like you know be good infront of you but at your back like cheating like that
*act
SALLY says:
huh~
why~
Saranghabnida! says:
singapore guys mah
SALLY says:
why they wan tto be like this
then i can to the same mah
if i found out i will cheat on him too
Saranghabnida! says:
haiya if i tell you i very paiseh
SALLY says:
paiseh for what man
Saranghabnida! says:
...
-_-
SALLY says:
ooooo u mean u foxx too
u're
oooooooo ok
now i know
Saranghabnida! says:
WTF
i'm not okay
SALLY says:
hahahahas u never respond so i treat it as yes
Saranghabnida! says:
WTH
SALLY says:
have u done BEG worksheet
Saranghabnida! says:
oh nope
buzy working mah
SALLY says:
teacher wan to go through tml
when is our attachment
Saranghabnida! says:
8 you ask so many times
SALLY says:
this is the first time ok
Saranghabnida! says:
no
yesterday you ask okay
SALLY says:
is it
why i cannot rmb
Saranghabnida! says:
ya lah seee Smart-bimbo
SALLY says:
thks ah
thks ah
Saranghabnida! says:
lols
relex ah adik
lols
SALLY says:
what is adik
why i didnt see it before
Saranghabnida! says:
0_0
hmmm
small girl yeah like that
relex ah SMALL GIRL
SALLY says:
i'm not small
i'm quite big
Saranghabnida! says:
small lah
eh tomorrow paint your nails yellow leh
SALLY says:
no time la
now is sleeping time
Saranghabnida! says:
lols
haha ask the ghost to helpp you lah
SALLY says:
hey
can u stop talking abt ghost
Saranghabnida! says:
lols
can untill i see one
lols ^_^
SALLY says:
is scary if u saw a ghost sitting beside u helping u to paint nails
Saranghabnida! says:
lols cool what untill the ghost finish helping say thanks then you scream AHHHHHHH got ghost
SALLY says:
then u sleeping with ghost la
Saranghabnida! says:
lols i'll hug it lols
not nice i ask it to go away
SALLY says:
OH MAN
hahahahas
u think u very nice meh
huh
i ask a bamboo slp beside u lor
Saranghabnida! says:
lols
i'm so nice to hug what even my sec school friends say lols
just dance~
lady gaga song very nice
SALLY says:
aiya i think u very nice to beat
i like tt song too
Saranghabnida! says:
haha i love lady gaga be4 all of you know her lah
SALLY says:
really meh
Saranghabnida! says:
ya lah this song was out last year okay
but only popular this year
SALLY says:
why man
Saranghabnida! says:
because its like that lah woman
SALLY says:
i'm not woman
Saranghabnida! says:
okay girl
you got come right ever mth
so woman already lahh
*every
SALLY says:
no i dun wan
girl
Saranghabnida! says:
lols
SALLY says:
i'm a girl
Saranghabnida! says:
yaya
i'll only marry a girl with long legs
SALLY says:
oooooo so u want long legs only ah menas even she have no eyeball no nose no belly button u also dun mind is it
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
WTF
haha
no lah
i'm just in love with girls with long legs
SALLY says:
u say wan what
how to see if she have long legs
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
can see what.
SALLY says:
or u can say u like tell girl la
tall
tall girl have long legs what
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols
ture
*true
SALLY says:
i also like tall girl
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
fucking sexy long legs girls
SALLY says:
i in love with tall girls and boys
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
wtf lesbo haha
i don't favor guys who are tall coz i'm tall
SALLY says:
i means love is not tt kind of love la
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
but i favor guys with goof skin complextion
*good
SALLY says:
is it
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
yeah
SALLY says:
i also dun know what else i lik
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
great skin = girls will like you
SALLY says:
i jus like tall people
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols
SALLY says:
it true
i also like good skin boys
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols
SALLY says:
dun hav eto be perfect la
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
like me
eto
SALLY says:
1 pimple is all right
have to
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
waht is eto
SALLY says:
tpye wrongly
is have to
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
oh lols
SALLY says:
what like u
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols
SALLY says:
dun action ah
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
my skin nice what
SALLY says:
i also have
ok la
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
oh and i like girls who have nice skin and who don't like using make-up
SALLY says:
i dun like my skin
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols
but i don't hit on my own friends
friends is just friends
SALLY says:
but what if she look very pale
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
don't want to crush the relationship
SALLY says:
oh have have
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols
SALLY says:
eugenia
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
0_0
wtf
SALLY says:
she dun wear make up
good tone
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
eugenia is jonathan en one lah
*ng
SALLY says:
seriously
are u sure
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols he on that day msn with me saying she like my wife wake me up
SALLY says:
but ng have GF
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
sit in rhe same train
SALLY says:
what if her GF found out
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols i know lah
SALLY says:
she will be very mad
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
but jonathan ng GF not good looking leh
SALLY says:
u saw her before
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
ya
don't like lah lols
SALLY says:
but she's tall leh
she 170 plus
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
but not good looking
SALLY says:
is it possible if a height 170 plus weight 40 kg
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
ya then will be fucking skinny like a typical model
SALLY says:
ng say her gf 40 kg
but to me is not leh
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols should be bluffing you lar
SALLY says:
then ng say i FATS
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols no lah you are not
SALLY says:
no actually yes
abit
seriously
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
seriouse shit you got sexy body.
that's my thinking
SALLY says:
my face look abit round
not abit
is round
my face is not lik tt
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
wtf
SALLY says:
when i'm young i have a small face
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols
SALLY says:
woah thks
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
but at least you got sexy body
SALLY says:
wohoo sexy
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols
your face okay what
unique
SALLY says:
hahahas
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
btw are you mixed
SALLY says:
ya
why
how u know
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
mixed always have good features
because you look good
i want to marry a chinese
so my child will ahve nice features
SALLY says:
poeple say my eye bone quite deep
like malay
eye bone deep
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
haiya people say so much say lah at least i got the body
SALLY says:
cause most of the chinese the eye bone and the cheeck bone is falt
flat
i mean if u look side view la
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols or you trying to say DASH eyes
lols jonathan seriously have dash eyes
SALLY says:
dash eye
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
rosabelle oso
-_-
that
SALLY says:
single eyelids
hahahas
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
yea lols everytime rosabelle laugh i will laugh coz her eyes cannot seee
SALLY says:
hahahas
ok i will tell her
tml
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
wha don't
later she son't want to laugh infront of me
*dont
SALLY says:
hahhaahas
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols ^_^
SALLY says:
my eye quite puffy cause if i have not enough of sleep my eye will become single eyelids
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols i fucking love this face <<<<<
SALLY says:
who face
u
u say it before la
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
this
lols
but when you smile ya like got single eye lid
like this pic lah
SALLY says:
like because u dun smile with ur eye wide open right
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
0_0
there
i do<<<<<<
SALLY says:
thats is posing
u can choose
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols i will smile with my eyes close
SALLY says:
ya la
everyone do
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols
i don't leh
i'm trying now
SALLY says:
if u dun smile with ur eye then u will look like u going to kill people like tt
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lol
sick meh
lolcs
*lols
sick face ah
i'm going to kill you beware
SALLY says:
come anytime
i'm not scared
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
seriously do you have any oic of your father or mother i want to see if any of them look like you
*picture
SALLY says:
hahahas
err
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
like oss odd
SALLY says:
wait ah
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
*so
SALLY says:
why
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols
wanna see
SALLY says:
what odd
i'm well born
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
i wanna see lols i look more like my mom
my 1st brother oso look like my mom
SALLY says:
i dun know who i look ike
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
the rest look like my father
your mother is a
SALLY says:
thai
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
wah
your dad
SALLY says:
chinese
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
wohoo sexy combination. lols
SALLY says:
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
haha for me i want to marry a chinese
and will
lols
SALLY says:
serioulsy
ok i ask alot of my malay friend they wan a malay wife
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols
SALLY says:
but u dun why
dun know why
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
malay wife = boring looks for thier children
i want my child to look good
to have a good life
grant whatever my children wants
SALLY says:
hahahahs
but dun spoil them i tell u
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols you think i don't how how to limit it is it lols
SALLY says:
u sound like tt jus now
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
haha okay lah
SALLY says:
grants anything my children wants
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
untill 15 i'll get them what they want
but 16 onward have to start how to save
like me
SALLY says:
hahas
ok
not bad
i haven plan
i also who i will married to
dun know
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
hahas i'm lik only 17 i've plan alot
SALLY says:
souns like u are already 27
sounds
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
planning is good
SALLY says:
ya
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
wah lols
7 so ols
*old
SALLY says:
but if it turn out u marrying a malay leh
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
haha people do mistake me 0~.
lols you think i want to marry a malay meh
SALLY says:
maybe because u tall
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
no way
SALLY says:
but it's about feeling what
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols
SALLY says:
even u dun love her u also wan to marry her meh
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
i once got a malay gf had her for fun only. and she still hate me for saying i don't love her
lols
SALLY says:
hahahahas
see la
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
you think i'm that crazy
SALLY says:
what u done
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
haha
i know
she still contact me. but endding with this kind of msg. bye jerk
SALLY says:
hahahas
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
okay lah that girl fucking hot like the body but to short. want to kiss i have to sit down
SALLY says:
play la
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
can't believe rite i kiss a girl
SALLY says:
hahahahahas
how short can it be
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols short like you
i find you short
SALLY says:
i'm not short
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
to me yeah
SALLY says:
is u tall
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
haha
well i kissed a girl be 4
SALLY says:
i'm not short la
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
to me ya lah
SALLY says:
because u tall
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
thanks
okay you win
i'm tall
SALLY says:
YES
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
next time i want to kiss a girl i'll carry her okay
lols
SALLY says:
hahahas
do u have to do tt
can't u jus bend down
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
bend down not nice
i rather she sit on my lap
SALLY says:
what not nice
u think taking photo is it
jus a kiss
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
need to enjoy it what
SALLY says:
for what man
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
enjoy the moment
SALLY says:
ya la so ur mom kiss u also need to sit on ur lap too la
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
wtf
never kiss my mum be 4
SALLY says:
i mean ur mom kiss u la
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
never really
i only kiss hand
malay traditional culture
SALLY says:
also a kiss what
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols
guess how many different people i've kiss
SALLY says:
u means family or outside girls
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
outside people
SALLY says:
er...........................
10
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
wrong answer
SALLY says:
9
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
wrong
SALLY says:
8
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
wrong -_-
SALLY says:
7
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
WRONG
SALLY says:
4
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
WRONG BUT VERY NEAR
SALLY says:
5
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
yeah
lols
SALLY says:
yeah
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
BUT
SALLY says:
ya
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
it is 3 girls
SALLY says:
2 boys
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
=)
SALLY says:
OOOOOOOO OK.........................
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
one was a singapore sport school student
and one was my secondary school class mate during OBS camp
SALLY says:
ya
ya
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
SALLY says:
u mean on lips
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
ya
why
SALLY says:
my friends force kiss
she like to kiss me
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols
SALLY says:
her saliva all around my face
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
guys kiss better than girls
that is what i feel
SALLY says:
i dun know leh
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
you should try the differents
SALLY says:
i never ever in life kiss a guy before
my life
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
0_0
SALLY says:
serioulsy
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
wow virgin lips to guys huh
SALLY says:
only kissing girls
what virgin lips
sound so ugly
must say new lips
haven used before
so is new lips
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols okay i will make you "new" lips old LOLS HHAHA
SALLY says:
no
i wan new lips
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols whatever lah you. haah someone one day will break you virgin lips
SALLY says:
only a lips
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols...
SALLY says:
why treat it so importance
lips only mah
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
eh when new moon wan go see lols ask guna rosabelle they all ah
lols still guys kiss so much better then girls
SALLY says:
i wan to watch
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols
SALLY says:
ya la ya la
huys wins la
guys
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
i bet you it will be very different then the storybook
SALLY says:
huh~
then i think it will be very tragic
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
i read all 4 story books already
i love part 4
bella got baby
name renessme
SALLY says:
whe they did that man
when
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
did what
SALLY says:
suddenly a baby
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols
they have sex lah got put in the story book breaking dawn
SALLY says:
oooooooo
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
the baby is half human half vamier
*vampier
SALLY says:
but i hopw new moon also will be very nice
hope
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
the story book new moon very slow
SALLY says:
but i heard edward leave her
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
yup
just to protect her
but he was wrong
he hurt her badly
SALLY says:
of course
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
you why he wanted to protect her
*know
SALLY says:
it so sad makes me dun wan to watch the movie lor
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
it is nice
but draggy
SALLY says:
why
portect fo what
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
edward leave her because the very 1st part bella got a paper cut and jasper try to attack her
so edward tought that he is harming bella
the last part very sad
edward tought bella was dead
he try to kill himself
SALLY says:
i dun wan to wath already la
watch
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
watch lah
coem on
*come
you can cry your heart out
SALLY says:
cry
i think my eye will swollen
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols
SALLY says:
i dun wan to watch sad sad story
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
then people will be like wah this girl movie also want to cry like that arr
lols
it is nice the part 4
SALLY says:
hahahas
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
very nice i tell you
SALLY says:
i wan happy ending at the end
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
ya it is lah but not fairytale type
it more like a after war type
SALLY says:
someone die
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
nope
they got this rule you cannot turn a baby into a vampier
and they tought that bella and edward make a baby vampier
the royal want to kill them
but what they don't know that renessme is a hybrid
not fully vampier
they started a war
oh the baby got powers just like edward
bella also got power
SALLY says:
cool
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
she can use protection field
lols the stroy very nice the ending
*story
lols
haha
i don't read book but when it is nice i'll read
SALLY says:
crazy abt vampire story ah u
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
no lah not crazy about the vampier part crazy about the love story
the love story very touching even reading can cry
SALLY says:
hahahahahas
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
wah got this part ah bella ask edward for sex
SALLY says:
i neve see it before
nver
never
i wan to see
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols i got all 4 books
haha
SALLY says:
i wan to see people reading book while crying
i think i will laugh
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
wah cannot find any where
wtf
lols
i read twilight saga i cry
wath boys over flowers i cry
*watch
SALLY says:
which part
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
that korean drama make me cry about 6 times
lols
SALLY says:
why u count man
i know i ry alot of time
cry
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
very sad rite
SALLY says:
ya
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
i hate the part when goo jun pyo saw jan di at macau and he never say hi just walk away wha that part make me cry
SALLY says:
hahaahas
i cry when jan di sitting in the boat think of their past memories
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
and the part they talk at macau goo jun pyo say that he have change and don't like jan di i cry on the spot again
SALLY says:
thinking
hahahas
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
goo jun pyo like fucking mean
SALLY says:
ya lor
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols but cann see that he still love jan di very much
SALLY says:
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols the story is like a triangle love
so nice cannt wait for season
SALLY says:
they have season 2
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
yes
SALLY says:
really
oh man
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
you know that the mother don't like jandi
SALLY says:
no wonder th ending part look so weird
the
is like incomplete
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
then the sister got once say that you don't let me marry someone i love don't do this to goo jun pyo.
SALLY says:
then
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
ya now they having audition for goo jun pyo noona lover
lols
i lots of info arr lols ^_^
SALLY says:
tell me tml leh
1 am plus
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols btw i wan sleep
SALLY says:
oh man
see la
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols
SALLY says:
talk talk
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
haha
nice what talk
lols okay lah go sleep
i want sleep
SALLY says:
i think i will be late tml lor
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols
haha not m fault
haha
okay lah good night sallY
SALLY says:
good night lets meet in the dream
bb
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
don't one lols
suddenly you have long legs in my dreams how
SALLY says:
errrr then it will bw good lor
be
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
lols
haha okay lah stop talking let's sleep lols ^_^
SALLY says:
ok
Sarang-hab-nida! says:
good nites
SALLY says:
good night

Teacher's day = Hell for amos worker

2009-08-31T00:39:00.000+09:00

lols hell fall on me to day!

super tired! my legs hurt so badly the customer flow in like fucking hell!!! so much of order all last min one bitch! ugh i must be strong! x'mas will be more worst!

today a lot of people order Sweet little box and red T-box. wah over flow with orders!
and this customer trying to teach me how to serve customer Bloody bitch! he talk so much work in my place lah! fuck

but al least i had fun today at work oh and they are having some road show shit!!! play MJ's song over and over. fell like plucking out the switch! lucky today was the last day of the road show. but to bad i miss the offer for the BOF cd. ugh who cares i shall buy on 9.

i want to sleep nitez have to go for mrs yeo class.

2nd day of war

2009-08-30T12:17:00.000+09:00

what a cold day! feel like going to sleep. and not go to work...
yeah rite i would be killed if i never go work. to day i will eat salad! for break-fast!

i bet i'm going to earn a lot for sep pay! should hit at least 400~ haha ^_^
wating so long so long!~

woohooo~ lols i really got nothing to post i'll be back tonight and post something i guess?

"oh what is this teacher's day promotion?"

2009-08-30T01:43:00.002+09:00

working at famos amos during teacher's day and X'mas is sure no fun and games.

but at least i was working with liting. she rocks! she make me laugh like hell! i just love working with her i won't stop laughing.

so much of work to do just now we can't even finish our job. we had to continue tomorrow and i'm working tomorrow! ahhH!! shit shit!!!

nobody to chat with now so boring!

lady gaga songs are so cool~

haha

i love my hair! now its so ugh nice!~ love it...

i just want to get my hair coloured.... purple red?

oh i fast today! and i eat ban mien?? did i spell it right? to juliza it taste good to me it sucks! i did not even finish it hate the taste of the food. tomorrow i should just eat salad during breakfast.

money honey!~ money honey!~ money honey!~

sexy!~ sexy!~ sexy!~

omg i miss someone! he should go school on monday! he better! miss him like hell.

what the fuck is with e bay?? i shall not buy anything on e bay already hate it i can't get my sidekick! i've been wating for months and what i get nothing but crap from them!~ ugh

when you touch me it so delicious!~ that's money honey!~

suddenly i don't feel like getting any closer with caren. her boyfriend call me WTF?? just can't get over it. what he think i'm so intersted in caren is it? please not even one bit i'm intrested in caren. he called and ask "you and caren got what?" wtf what i do man? not like i kiss her or some thing? wth sehh. ugh i rather go and kiss jonathan (don't get me wrong jonathan is kind of funny guy to me if you want to know why ask me) then caren!~ opps am i bad mouthing about my own bestfriend? lols. i just can't get over it nevermind i'll just talk to her on monday saying i don't want to get any closer to her....

that is it it have been official that ITE is so fucking boring!

don't get me wrong ITE is teaching us the way to start our life but the people who study need some changes.

that it i had it bye bitches!~

ou~ look at my face i feel like slaping it! oh got to love my lips

can i?

2009-08-29T13:22:00.001+09:00

you have been really good to me it like 2 different world.

you never talk to me in class...

but in MSN it is like we been friends for years...

you make me feel very different everytime i'm with you. like i'm protected
can we move one step closer? i want this relationship to move faster.

haha i gave you a question just testing.... "do i look good?" your reply was "ya handsome"

that crack me up. but i like it. how i wish you know how i feel towards you. can i tell you that i love you its no longer a crush.

i reaiiy want to combine the 2 worlds into one it would really be fun

i shall stop blogging need to get ready for work.

e-bay give me such problems! i hate pay pal! i can't continue with the payment for the sidekick. why why!? -_-

Lee Min Ho's voice is so touching.

active?

2009-08-29T02:39:00.003+09:00

today someone is online lols get to chat again. this time its to long to list whatever someone says.

had really good time chatting with someone.

i don't dare saying that someone's name. it for me to know for you to find out i'm so tired!

today's post shall just be a short one.

work was like hell buzy to the core! i just can't believe i have to go work 230 tomorrow and also sunday! next week fri 430 sat 1230 sun 230 i bet i'll die or be late for BEG exam.

was on MSN and sally was on9 sally she gave a hell lot of talking about my eating diet! lols she even said this! "you better not run to the kitchen and cook food ah!"

she was watching tv she said this "fauzy you better not dye your hair because your hair is dying"

she is so random! whatever she see on the tv she translate to whatever she think is related to me

lols picture of the day is!!!

one day i shall tell you how i feel.

need to study!

2009-08-28T15:21:00.000+09:00

i went into the class and mrs goh was like

"ah there fauzy, we were talking about you. sharing underwear with munirah when she come you nvr come when you come she nvr come"

it was funny but muni made lame comment so i tell her off shut up bloody bitch.
haha

woohooo! i'm in love with the excel! like doing it its much more better then word!
i should do excel 1st on exam day.

oh and muni made help jonathan in excel. can see he was angry! but i had to laugh. he said couple of chinese vulgarities refering to nisha. lols just can't stand the way he waxed his hair feel like helping him with his hair.

after school roabelle, sally, guna, vincent, desmond, jonathan ng, jonathan Liu and me! we went to eat macdonals! it was nice and it was the 1st time i eat so slow! i had mcspicy guna had the same as me oh sally and rosabelle had nuggets lols. and jonathan did not eat any thing *sob sob*
he forgotten to bring money. shocking! but true so he just sit there. just can't stop looking at him.
sally got irritated but the aunty at the ice-cream station keep on ringing the bell. when ever she ring the bell we had to talk at the top of our voices! lols to that. and rosabelle suddenly open the topic about "nenek keropok" we talk so long about ghost story it was fun. so we went off after that.

ugh ii have to work later so bored! i always have to work on fir sat sun! wtf! i'm so wipe out. but i want the money i have to bring some BEG revision papers i wanna pass her test!

fuck!

2009-08-27T23:46:00.001+09:00

whatt the hell i cannot post pictures today!!!!

whyyy!!!!

omfg my sis laptop is freaking nice to use! but to bulky.
so boring! i just want to rest! give myself time to think about it.
should i let you know that i really like you but i'm scared that you are not what i tought you are.
maybe i should let you know about it its killing me. even my friends know that i have "problems"
but its not really a problem. its just that i can't get you out of my head i've been thinking of you most of the time. and if i do tell you i'm just scared that i trash our friendship just like that into the drain.

stupid blogger what is wrong with this thing yesterday i can post pictures now i can't what the fuck?!?!

so much to do. tomorrow its friday! i have to work this week i work Mon Fri Sat Sun. so wipe out!

2009-08-27T03:23:00.000+09:00

Bitches cam whore during class!

OH MY GOD!

2009-08-27T03:18:00.005+09:00

at last my friends you guys have been wating for this time! lols suddenly i can post pictures!

Like my hair? if you guys don't go to hell but i like i shall lose weight and i'll shall look like Lee Min Ho! not like that SomeOne.

Goo Jun Pyo? don't make me laugh

2009-08-26T22:44:00.001+09:00

had hell lots of fun talking to some one who i like.
well it have been 8 months and idk why now? why this did not happend like few months ago?
it very last min kind of thing.

what the fuck is wrong with this blogger?
i can't post pictures! bloody bitch
stupid trash. ugh
omfg i can't wait to get ps3! i want it.
getting my sidekick this weekend.

(during the chat)
Me: eh you got watch bof?
SomeOne: yes
Me: hmmm.... then who you like in the F4?
SomeOne: hmmm...
SomeOne: who do i look like?
Me: -_- you don't look like any of the bof cast....
SomeOne: think again
SomeOne: My hair look like who?
Me: oh oh! Goo jun pyo? Lee Min Ho????
Me: really?? really??
SomeOne: yup.
Me: lols please Lee Min Ho don't have such eyes like yours you are like this! -_-
while Min ho is like this! o_o.
Me: i've not seen your hair its like all the time waxed up...
SomeOne: during the time cooking for simei care center they come my house nvr use wax.
Me: was i even there no rite. tomorrow must come school ah Come w/o wax on ^_^V
SomeOne: i don't like going out w/o wax on
Me: Please!
SomeOne: don't like la
Me: Fine dash boy.
Someone: who you like?
Me: hyun joong! so romantic cannot see him or i'll be in dreaming state.
Someone: okay...
Someone: (Sending youtube link korean song)
Someone: its nice go hear
Me: yeah its okay
SomeOne: (sending youtube link advertisment on min ho and hyun joong Magic hole)
Me: seen it before!
Someone: Funny rite! hyun hoong very cute in the vid
Me: LOL yeah!
(time was 1:14Am)
Someone: hey i need to be a upper thomson by 1:30 chat with you some time okay? you'll
know where i will be =P
Me: so Late!??
Someone: yup
Me: come school tomorrow okay? want to mess you hair again it was fun
Someone: if i can wake up. missed call me?
Me:sure Cyas!
Someone: okay bye.

4.20AM
(my phone rings)
Someone: erm fauzy can you wake me up later?
Me: mmm...
Someone: must ah?
Me: mmmmmmm!!!!
Someone: okay bye

that what happend lols

it might be to late

2009-08-17T00:58:00.000+09:00

i still can't believe that shila said that i'm good looking. yeah i tought so but too bad i just have this problem with myself. tried so hard to be more "manly" how?

so much of things running tru my head. how much i love my job and my school life. it have been very long i've not spent time at home mostly i'm either out with freinds or working and be back late when no one is awake.

i just can't wait till attachment starts and i want to start my carrer very soon. i want to be able to stay be myself and meet some one who i can love with all my heart. i've not been to silat so long so i'm not into this kind of things any more i have enough with all this bullshit. my passion for this shit is gone. i can't wait for this thursday its like so fun! i want to meet my friends again and start the fun once more i love them all! atika adredna natt bern li ting ashita! my true secondary school friends!

i want to go back the days where i'm in secondary school i hate ite its so boring like hell everyone in ite cares only the looks the fame the MAKEUP and stuff i hate all that i want all the fun! well my bestfriend caren is a workerholic full time student and work like 6 days a week even she 19 she understand me she is my big sister! i love her so much! i will not want to lose contact with her.

i just can't sleep school start 8 tomorrow i got the ite warning letter whatever ite shall die and crush by the goverment. not like my attendance 70% its only 95~92% ugh i just want to graduate from bishan ite.
continue with my life.

panic! at the disco new song new prespective rule! brendon voice it always charming love his voice.

my mom is irritating me so much ever time i go home she will nag and give me this fucking stare i love beeing outside then being at home whatever good nite blog! that is it for today i just want to sleep now

What's up!

2009-08-14T01:11:00.000+09:00

ugh i'm having problems with my blogger ah nvm. how was my day? as usual i'll be late for mrs yeo lesson and she will ofcoz like usual nag asking me to switch off my mp4 to her its radio. oh oh and for sports and wellness was fun the gym is really good i like haha if i can use the gym again. and ofcoz i meet up with the bitches! the bitches that i miss so much!!! my friends! so much going on among my friends.

oh i'm going to try the water diet tomorrow no not try out its a must. losing weight my own way. must lose weight eating so much rubbish. rubbish that makes me Fat =P

chat with fayus yesterday i can't believe i meet him at orchard ion topman. he is charming but i'm just thinking having fun thats all not into LTR no no. arrr so confusing i'm so broke! i want money... diet is the key to saving. yea its like that! fauzy go on diet = to my having more money. haha go crazy like secondary school ah go on such stupid diet and all. fayus fayus fayus?

blogging!

2009-08-07T03:08:00.000+09:00

Lol i never know that it work!
Haha i'm blogging using my blackberry haha its fun small i don't have to waste time to switch on the com! Haha okay just now after my sNw i went to serangoon north to see pets haha i just know that sg got petsmart but the guinea pigs there look so dead but at the house of chinchilla they look so lively and fun and playfull haha i really want to get one soon but maybe the peruvian breed i heard i have to comb them everyday haha should be fun you know since i don't want to have those stupid relationship and stuff so i rather take care of cute cute animals i'm so bored i wanna see more guinea pigs!!!i think that all for today haha blackberry is so cool if sidekick funtions were to work in sg i would have buy it!

yes?

2009-08-03T01:08:00.002+09:00

well i got my wish. to get the hamsters. i did

but only thing is that ugh.
from next week onwards i'll go work and i won't change my rosters no more. work and save up right now i have nothing in my mind what i want to buy so i hope that i won't be tempted by anything.

on the 8 of aug, picnic or class outing? well family come 1st then my friends. man i'm so so wipe out. lols i'm suppose to be working today but i did not attend. i went my aunt house. just shocking that my grandmother went missing for 3days. today it just seem so boring very boring. now i have to make up for the days i've not gone to work.

what is on my mind now?

1. beyonce's song sweet dreams
2. sidekick phone it have been months.
3. how long is my hamsters going to grow?
4. tomorrow school ends of early
5. my pay all gone within one day
6. the hamster that i let go

that's all. okay i can't take it i wanna go to sleep....

i'm sorry

2009-07-24T13:16:00.002+09:00

omg suba i'm so sorry i had to go work early.
i would have been at the art show now talking to you and stuff.

man i feel so sick very sick. i really want to sleep.... ugh but i got work today. so i can't maybe a nap would do.

lets see i have a few more days to my payday and i want to get the hammies! the only thing that i'm going to give a lot of TLC.

well i want to see how my mother would react when i bring home the hamsters. i jus have to go out early get the hammies from tim. and buy the stuff and ask suba to follow me home and also start the setting up of the cage and stuff. well i bet my whole pay will finish up sue to hamsters. but who cares!

okay i want to get some rest now so so sleepy

i'm sick

2009-07-24T00:10:00.002+09:00

i'm sick.
i don't feel like eating
i feel like i'm lack of energy
and ofcoz i'm having a flu.

i'm not sure but i think i have h1n1 lols no way touch wood2

i've been having alot of projects
and i've attented SnW today. its like secondary school PE.

so bored so i decided to blog since i've not blog like ages...

Well like normal student who have a part time job. i'm wating for my pay.

suddenly i have a thing for hamsters. i just visited this guy who breed hamsters he do breed good quality hamsters and his pudding hamsters are fully coated Orange. well some pet shop pudding's thier coat are like half orange half white.

and he also breed white face robo but his robo's is fully coated white. i find it rare.

i've already give in a lot of tought

i'm going to get hamsters from that guy 2 pudding and 1 white face Robo.

lols i text him and ask him if its possible to reserve them for me. he said okay. so i'm getting 3 hamsters

puddings are couple (male and female)

and the robo female.

when i buy i'm going to try put them together. if they fight i have to keep the robo in a different cage.

he's selling puddings $28 each
white face robo at $19.

total at $75.

(i'll try to bargain for discounts)
XD

well i saw the cage its around $60.
well the bedding is around $18
the food i've not check it out and the food dish and the sand where they can roll on. lols

i'm sure i'll give alot of TLC for the hamster i'm going to buy.

well about the name of the hamsters i'm not sure i'm sure going to check out the book of name for baby LOL! to name my hamsters. i feel like skiping school i really feel sick so sick.

and i have like 8 more days to my payday its really fast. time fly so fast.

i'm not sure if i can heal by saturday i'm working like 12.30 to 10.30 pm gosh. hope i heal fast so i can work with more energy.

that's all for today Signing out Fauzy Foxx XoXo

mixed feeling

2009-07-13T14:37:00.002+09:00

i'so fucked up now. today is like my 1st post out of how many days i'm not sure.
today ofcoz like usual to lazy to attend school so i'm not going school.
I HAD FUN YESTERDAY not really fun but i did go out the whole day.
haha i wanna meet panic! at the disco the are so dam fucking cool. and songs by them are like so dam nice. i love it. i have like couple of project after my holidays are over omg! end of the year is coming so soon. brendon have the sexiest lips for a male star! haha if i were to have those lips i would treasure it haha. since today i'm not going school i'm going out. haha going to JB again. i've charge my mp4 and my handphone.

panic! at the disco. is ofcoz the soo called circus freak kind of band and i love it don't you? haha
brendon!!!!! haha hope they come up with auditions... they need 2 more members. to form the band once more. brendon! and spencer! is still in the band.

that all for my post for today. i want to get ready....

too long

2009-07-09T17:39:00.001+09:00

okay i've not blog like ages now i'm trying to make my life much more happy that before omg i love panic at the disco! the are so cool

WHAT??!!!

2009-06-23T22:40:00.002+09:00

hey hey hey! suddenly i feel like everyone i need is avoiding me.
what's up people?
are they buzy?
i have no idea. ugh.
i just don't want to be alone.
alone has in i need people to be the ears to my problems.
well i msg my cousin huda... she did not reply the 1st time this happend why? did i do something wrong?
i really don't know why but i've not msg her her asking why. maybe tomorrow.

i watch this movie where 2 real life best friends act together in a flim. selena gomez and demi lavato. i forgotten the name of the movie but it was nice about this princess her father who passed away and left the country for her. and come some idiot trying to rule the country. demi was the princess and selena was like the normal girl and. people call her "bait girl" and her father is a agent who saves princess. who would be jin danger. i know its a typical. 10 year old children movie. but who cares. =P

i've been crazy over my hair! ugh... i wanted it to be str8 but i think for now i let it be curly. somehow i'm starting to like my curly hair.
haha its curly and black =P. it gose with a straw hat and hazel contact lens. haha

guess what i'm trying to download granado back i really want to play i do miss the game. hello who will not it awsome. (i love white!) fauzy foxx random again.

oh just now around 5? i switch on MTV it was the JK Hite which mean japanese and korean hits and guess what song was up! paradise by T-max omg haha Ji Hoo was hot.. LOL... so is Goo jun pyo. LOL... i can't find real food at home i'm sick of penut butter and jelly bread. and my back hurts. and payday is near wooohooo next tuesday. haha

that all for today i'm so bored! wating for granado to finish downloading....

sudden...

2009-06-22T15:36:00.002+09:00

omg i felt like doing something that i can remember for life.
chasing lights.... haha yan said my pm for msn sound so gay... so i change it.
papper love..... i'm typing random things...
up.... few more mins then i've to get ready for work...

(all those in red are random words)

i don't waste another day. i don't want to live my life this way i'm tired.

lost in my own world. actually there is no such things. like being in my own world. everyone is in the same world its just that how you live your life. i'm just living it wrongly..
omg i gain weight but not that much. but still hate it.

being in my heart we got issues... don't know i should miss you or hate you.

Fauzy Foxx... like being himself but people around him like to stop him from being so...
loves his friends treasure them so much always giving them 100% trust... but i always heard this from my family you cannot trust your friends 100%. but i trust Michelle and Caren 100% they are like the one that i want to share my problems with... i will never know what they are thinking when i'm talking to them.

finally i'm thinking of being str8... suddenly i find bisexual are disgusting....
wow haha what have got into Foxx... but its okay.. but still have small crush on those superstars! haha like Lee min ho.. kim bum... yeah haha. i want to get the nokia e63. maybe when my pay is out i shall save for my contacts lens then when i bought my contact then only i buy the handphone and i have to buy my PE attire. fauzy Foxx loves the colour white so all you people out there pls remember ahh. haha.

ohoh! i went to eat ice cream on saturday! the cold rock ice cream.its nice. chocolate was not really my fav. but its nice. i feel like going back in time and be in secondary school. somehow it do suck.

ss501 the wonder boy band. haha.

that all for today =P

blank blank

2009-06-18T23:51:00.002+09:00

i really got nothing to say...

what is the use if you love someone but you just don't get it back?
only thing that will happend is you will feel crushed...
maybe you might break down.
if the person is evil enough he/she might play pranks on you.
what a bitch i know.

i still have not find out who i really am.
how do you even find out who you really are? gosh
blank love letter? the love should change to hate. or maybe death. haha
white white white white white white white white white white white white
i just love white it project other colours...
i wanna try be a bitch... see how others feel? just like maryse? haha
that bitch is hot.

lets see my secondary school family tree

[subashini michelle] my one and only best friend. yr the best out off all =P you don't btich around or back stab.... but i d k how you feel about me beeing yr best friend....

[Nisa] haha i still remember the very few last moments of our sec school life... we had a lot of fun yr the best nisa

[amyra] the only girl who is always up to date in music.
[atika] the girl who i treat her as my talking friend...
[fadilah] i do miss this bitch where is she now since she is not schooling
[natasha] idk her so fake with all the make up and all ugh...
[adredna] well this girl who cares she so different
[bernice] maybe still the same outgoing girl
[shera] now a nurse? haha
[eunice] well we do see each other since our class is just side by side but we don't really talk like usual

okay i'm so bored...

today was a heck....

2009-06-18T22:09:00.002+09:00

omg it is a freaking tiring day.
went work was alright untill!!! wth... need to wash the freaking oven!
i did wash but only 1 this coming sunday i'm working so i have to wash the top oven.. i need a break. gosh payday is like 10 more days away. i want my pay so i can go shopping.... which i want to... haha i want that green top which look like yellow.. i love that top!!! love it!!! hmmm.... i get my mp4 back i updated the version its so cool its like a bling bling the theme... hmm that all for today. i'm so bored. i want to rest for now..

fucking hell!!!

2009-06-18T00:34:00.002+09:00

fucking hell!! my mother is really noisy i can't stand her. she is so noisy!!! who ask her to work if she can't even cope with house work???? who ask her to work???? nobody she want to work so its her problem!! and i'm just a normal teen? why the fuck i must do all the house work?? and she want to comment if i were to work i would mess up?? what kind of mother would say that? NOBODYS ASK YOU TO WORK! WHEN YOU CAN'T COPE WITH HOUSE WORK DON'T BLAME YOUR CHILDREN WE ARE SICK AND TIRED OF YOU TALKING! AND YOU SAID IF DON'T WANT YOU TO BE ANGRY DO THE HOUSE WORK WHAT IS THE FUCKING POINT! WE DID OUR CHORES YOU STILL NAG SAYING THAT I NEVER DID THE FUCKING CHORES! TELL ME WHO WON'T GET MAD? WHAT THE FUCK I DID WRONG? MY LIFE IS SO FUCKING MESS UP! I HATE MY LIFE! MY PARENTS ARE NEVER UNDERSTANDING!

MY MOTHER : SHE LIKE TO NAG SO NOISY OVER THE FUCKING CHORES! WHAT IS IT TO NAG ABOUT IT FUCKING IRRITATING!

MY FATHER : HE JUST SEMM LIKE NOT TO FUCKING CARE ABOUT US

AS YOU CAN SEE I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE! WHAT IS GO GREAT ABOUT A FREAKING TEEN I WORK SO THAT I CAN EARN EXTRA MONEY TO DRESS MYSELF PROPERLY! AND WHAT MY MAMA WOULD SAY IS THIS " OH MY FRIENDS CHILD IS WORKING AT MAC EARN LESSER THAN YOU BUT STILL GIVE HIS MOM MONEY!" FUCK TO THAT BOY/GIRL WHO DID THAT. I HAD ENOUGH IT IS LIKE ON THE TOP! SERIOUSLY BOILING! I AM SO LUCKY THAT I AM WORKING MORNING TOMORROWI HAD IT WITH MY LIFE I'M STUCK IN THIS INPERFECT FUCKING BODY.....

at least i still have my friends i love you guys a lot....

that all for today fuck hell i'm born to this family ugh!

2009-06-17T01:27:00.006+09:00

i'm wating for sat.

another cousin day out with my beloved nabilah huda.

we will be hunting ice-cream. yummy yummy.

i really want to try the cold rock ice cream. they have a website.

http://www.coldrock.com.sg/

that is the only ice-cream shop i will be hunting on that day the others i will just buy small cup for the other shops that we will be going.

thinking about ice-cream i'm thinking about clothing. i really need to buy some new clothing have 2. i am very sure i'll be getting the topman top... =P

the pink is bright but i still like the green

i want to be free

2009-06-16T13:28:00.002+09:00

i've woken up once again.
glad that i did but some how not that happy also.
the sun is up but i'm wating for braking dawn.
i want to sleep foever.
if i only could

be back around 5.
my headphone is spoilt and i must sent for repair asap or it will become a toy for my little brother.

that all for now.

i'm sorry

2009-06-16T02:00:00.002+09:00

i don't know....
i want to open up.
can i open up?
maybe not yet.
but i wish i could.

why ii want to open up?
i don't want to be what i am now.
i never choose what i am now.
i want to change.
haha but how like 100yrs will it happend?

i'm still finding something that is missing but i don't know what it is?
there is this something that i've been finding but i don't know what it is.
its something like love but i don't think its love.
what can it be?

i act like i don't care but actually i do like crazy.
i cared so much that my emotions is going wild.
i don't know who will be there for me in the future.
i don't think i want to search right now.
but i can't wait its breaking me apart.
i need nisa now or maybe michelle.
i need you guys now

my school life have been rather boring.
i don't enjoy them like primary school.
i like primary school we don't care about look , things , brand new items and stuff.

all we care was playing with friends get scolding from our parent for not doing homework and also not learing spelling.
i don't know why i grow up so fast i can remember my primary school life like it was yesterday.

i miss the days that i don't care about my status.... single....
i miss the days that i don't know i'm bisexual.....
i want those days back i don't want my current life now...

i'm really ashame... i feel like wearing a mask.

well the colour white do make me feel so calm and happy yet sad.
it really makes me.....me.

when i get push i don't react now.
oush me harder i remain as i am...
push me to far you will see wrath in me....

the 3 colour in my life is white red and yellow.

i'm bored

2009-06-09T16:44:00.003+09:00

fucking hell i'm so bored. i want to go work lahhh!!! so dam bored maybe i should go k box with my friends =P sing and sing like crazy?? hmmm i was thinking what to do with my money? maybe i should just save it. don't spent coz it just seem i don't really need anything right now.
maybe 2-4 things i have been wanting for so long i have not gotten then i should get it then....

i found a freaking nice song

jazzy - remote control me

today its tuesday so bored i really got nothing to do all i remember is that i have to learn the gift items. -_- right now i only remember
canister 115gram
square bear 120grams
round bear 100grams
small heart 90grams
medium heart 190grams
and the large round tin is 680grams?

the rest is still on the go of learning just hope during the holiday season i'm doing droping and rolling i don't want entertain the customers haha =P

empty

2009-06-07T01:46:00.003+09:00

i know i'm not heartless
i know how it feels to be dump
i know how hurt it will be when the other party want to move on and you don't

i don't know what the other party is thinking
i don't know if the other party have plan to leave me
i don't know if the other party have been keeping something in the party's heart

i will never know the person true colour.
i will never try to win back the party's love
i will never look back to the memories that i have with the party

i would cry if the momories come flasing through me
i would try to avoid all things the party love most
i would make sure i start a new day with tears that makes me happy
i would spent all my money! to forget you.

only thing i would do once is look back at the momories and cry my heart out. move on like it never happend. avoid you that's all i can do.

smile thinking that i'm stupid to get to know you in the first place.

okay i'm just pouring my heart out thats all. today at work i was very hyper i laugh like hell with samisah and yan alot of jokes were made the best joke of the day yan was raped by a lady haha =) that was funny. i want to travel the world but the 1st place i would like to go is korea. it will happend. i want to stay there. hope i can be one of them there =). good nite to all my nuna and my ajussi at famos amos.

2009-06-06T04:25:00.000+09:00

i want this fucking hair again and i will get it again! hell yeah nothing can stop me this time... i would like to get in bed!!! haha using the com untill 3.31am =) not really me =)

OMG

2009-06-06T03:59:00.000+09:00

okay i've not been bloging for like 2days man! Y? because i put my laptop at places where it should not be. but i got it back.

what i've done lets see nothing much really all i do was to go to work. and have fun and also haha aim for things i want to buy suddendly i have the feel to buy this freaking cool cam its the old type where u snap and the picture produce on the spot.

i'm hook on korean songs now and i don't even know any new english song so please my friends don't ask me. LEE MIN HO! yr song is dam nice can made me cry haha....
(see post below u know what i mean)

i'm bored and now i'm so broke. really broke there are so many things i want to buy

straw hat $39.90-$49.90
top $70
bermuda $40
shoes $99
designer bags (backpacks) the gucci backpack is nice! not sure
polaroid camera $100-$200

all this i will buy ahhh! will

LOOK!

2009-06-02T22:56:00.000+09:00

don't the cartoon form look the same as the cast hahaha =) okay lah u can call me crazy ass. you can't stop me. lucky they never force kim bum and kim joon dye brown they will look hmmm. BAD! haha

Haptic Pop SCH-W750

2009-06-02T22:46:00.000+09:00

goshhhh!!! i want this phone! its dam cool. when the hell is it going to be in singapore... maybe never

sob look Kim Hyun Joong have that phone =(

the whole cast of BOF have that phone. this phone better be in singapore or a lot of singaporean will be broken hearted.

ONE OF THEM IS ME

. samsung in korea! quick sell it in singapore.

hehehe =) pray hard it do comeout here.

Family members =) in korea

2009-06-02T21:55:00.000+09:00

Older Woman - 아주머니 - ajumni (aunt) [Polite]

Older Woman - 아줌마 - ajumma (auntie) [Less Polite]

Older Man - 아저씨 - ajussi (Uncle)

Elderly Woman - 할머니 - hal muh ni (Grandmother) [Polite]

Elderly Man - 할아버지 - hara buh ji (Grandpa) [Less Polite]

Father - 아버지 - ah buh ji

Father in law - 시아버지 - shi ah buh ji

Father in law - 장인어른 - jang in uh reun

Dad - 아빠 - appa [Informal]

Mum - 엄마 - umma

Mother - 어머니 - uh muh ni

Mother in law - 시어머니 - shi uh muh ni

Mother in law - 장모님 - jang mo nim

Siblings - 손위 형제 자매

Older Sister - 언니 - unni (If the speaker is female)

Older Brother - 오빠 - oppa (If the speaker is female)

Older Sister - 누나 - nuna (If the speaker is male)

Older Brother - 형 - hyung (If the speaker is male)

Younger Sibling - 동생 - dong saeng (Regardless of speaker's gender)

Lee Min Hoo- my everything

2009-06-02T18:41:00.000+09:00

well this song really touched deep inside me. its really nice. haha if you don't understand korean read the english translation.

haha I CRIED i can't believe it. the song remind me a lot of things but. i really don't want to remember all those things.

Its impossible for me to express
with the words of this earth
This overwhelming feeling
I keep on having for you
Its impossible to fathom
with the springs of this world
The endless love
that continues to grow

There is nobody in the world
that makes me smile and cry like you do
Its not like me at all but

I want to live watching you, hearing you
I want to have you live within my heart
Look at me, Come into my arms
Youre my every, my everything
Youre my everything
Love for you

Ive never won against you
But I become happier
The more I lose against love
There is no expiration date on my love
Even if there was the expiration date is never
Stay with me even though it isnt easy
Even if I forget everything elseIll protect you

I only want to live watching you, hearing you
I want to have you live within my heart
Look at me, come into my arms
Youre my every, my everything
Youre my everything
Love for you(I wanna be your everything)You are the true owner of my heart
My first and my last
I call for you with every breath
Youre my every, my everything
Youre my everything
Love for you

I love you youre my everything

okay i have to stop crying over a song lah! haha

ass bubble tea lady .

2009-06-01T22:03:00.000+09:00

i wanted to buy bubble tea for my sis and that lady ignore me like i'm not there. ii hate punggol plaza there is nothing good there useless place the service there also no good need to put all staff to a retail course laa don't know to value customer is it. nvm being angry is stupid

T-MAX
i like them
haha the song blooming is nice ^^ blew my heart away. ^^
haha tomorrow korean lesson!!! 7pm be there.

pictures i took today and yesterday using my lappy =)

2009-06-01T17:20:00.001+09:00

at the library =)

2009-06-01T15:01:00.000+09:00

haha okay now i'm at the library. fun or not idk =) now i'm with caren beside me. plus that muni going crazy. asking for photocopy my notes for her haha i did not know it will be full of people.

we went lunch at pizza hut again. i ate the bake rice pasta it taste average okay i have to control my diet i think i gain at least 9kg? i want to lose weight but not going on a crash diet again that suck. i want to go to the beach. i'm bored. any one got any other korean drama? to let me watch =)

in the picture Muni , caren , fauzy

new day

2009-06-01T09:45:00.000+09:00

okay i don't understand i just woke up and i'm feeling sad already. i'm in love with the song sang by DBSK i really got noting to do in the morning haha. omg what a mess fauzy! just wake up and using the com -_- i'm bored any random people

"who is korean or like korean dramas and songs"

reading this add me at msn nobodysparadise@live.com cyas i would like to get into the showers now study for my reo and go to school and oh oh i bought new shoe for school to me its ugly but unique ^^

while at work

2009-06-01T01:11:00.000+09:00

ok just now i went to work and jenny my manager was there at 1st i was scared with her now nothing lah she not scary. ohhh and jennifer want to quit. because she is in 3rd year poly. i was really bored just now at work i was singing nobody by wonder girls the whole time. Li ting in the other hand like to disturb yan haha. she was like "eh babi, babi, babi, BABI." haha it was funny and i saw this girl she dress like those barbie doll but she is walking at compass point if she were to walk at orchard i understand. haha jenny was like "that girl cute uh" and i laugh. i'm bored sehhh now.... how i wish i can meet the cast of boys over flowers now. the 1st thing i would do is scream and hug the girl who act as guem jandi. jump up and down if i get to see the guy who act as ji hoo. the rest i'm not that intrested even jun pyo. haha

new one =)

2009-05-31T15:08:00.000+09:00

well i've just created new blog haha this one is open to all readers =)
but still i think i will ignore the private blog.

yesterday...

went to work goshhhh the time run so slow idk y maybe because i was looking foward to spent time with my cousin. we went pizza hut =) ate the couple meal it was nice but the service charge was like 10% go and die but the service sux=c haha. there is this china lady working at pizza hut what the hell her hair is so fake. haha oh and after the meal i was asking for the bill she nod her head and she did other stuff i gt angry i called her "hey china woman" haha. it was fun after that me and my cousin huda we went to ifa birthday party. i can see she is really happy i gt her lock and key necklace. and caren gt her purple t-shirt muni *cough* haha sorry muni. at least u made an effort. and my cousin huda gt her limited edition care bear purple and a purple rose. well all purple coz she like purple. hmm that is what i can remember for yesterday.

today...

okay later i'm off to work 4.30 to 10.30... i feel happy every time i think about boys over flowers
and i like the song! tree bicycles-one more time and from T-max-paradise oh oh! and also ashily-lucky. these song make my world go round. well now every tuesday i have korean lessons. i'm in love with the language... who won't? tomorrow is REO exams =) i know i can do it and i will all thanks to my teachers =) i'm glad that i get to know a lot of people in my life
1. caren
2.munirah
3. ifa
4.abby
5.atika
6.yingtong

and i feed really really bad because it feels like i'm the one who made the world upsidedown. well i really love u guys in my ITE life that all i can say. thanks =) i really want to sit by the beach and scream my heart out say everything that i want to say i'm sad now. why? nvm its okay i will go with my plans! i want to work hard get enough money and shift myself to korea i want to stay there. i don't want to be in singapore anymore so many hurtful memory. how i wish i had the selective memory lost so i can forget all the painfull memory. okay then i want to get ready for work. i want nobody nobody but you! haha wonder girls.