Monday, August 17, 2009

i still can't believe that shila said that i'm good looking. yeah i tought so but too bad i just have this problem with myself. tried so hard to be more "manly" how?

so much of things running tru my head. how much i love my job and my school life. it have been very long i've not spent time at home mostly i'm either out with freinds or working and be back late when no one is awake.

i just can't wait till attachment starts and i want to start my carrer very soon. i want to be able to stay be myself and meet some one who i can love with all my heart. i've not been to silat so long so i'm not into this kind of things any more i have enough with all this bullshit. my passion for this shit is gone. i can't wait for this thursday its like so fun! i want to meet my friends again and start the fun once more i love them all! atika adredna natt bern li ting ashita! my true secondary school friends!

i want to go back the days where i'm in secondary school i hate ite its so boring like hell everyone in ite cares only the looks the fame the MAKEUP and stuff i hate all that i want all the fun! well my bestfriend caren is a workerholic full time student and work like 6 days a week even she 19 she understand me she is my big sister! i love her so much! i will not want to lose contact with her.

i just can't sleep school start 8 tomorrow i got the ite warning letter whatever ite shall die and crush by the goverment. not like my attendance 70% its only 95~92% ugh i just want to graduate from bishan ite.
continue with my life.

panic! at the disco new song new prespective rule! brendon voice it always charming love his voice.

my mom is irritating me so much ever time i go home she will nag and give me this fucking stare i love beeing outside then being at home whatever good nite blog! that is it for today i just want to sleep now

dozing off at Monday, August 17, 2009