Saturday, October 17, 2009

it just seem like i need more and more from him.
but he is always buzy. but i don't mind that he is limted to meet me like once a week.
well what to say he is going to grad soon.
just hope he doing well.

i am the type of person that will stick to one.
just don't crush me.
and i know he wont do so.

but i still think the word love is not real
it more like temptation and pleasure.
and for sure i know my tolerance level for both is low.

to low...

at work 0_0 that guy just to hot for me...
his smile is so... i don't know how to describe it
and the way he talk. soothing like so called an angle 0_0"
the only thing is he is 30 yrs old... SO OLD...

think again i will stick to jeff. he make me happy when ever i'm around him.
i won't know what tht fiz is like. jeff is the best. fit for me... i still think its too fast to get married.

plus our one mth ani will be 25th this mth?
coz last mth i meet him on the 25th... ^^
so long i think i'll start to save. so by then i can get something for him ^^ hope he remember it. i don't want to be the only one to do this.

dozing off at Saturday, October 17, 2009